Help... Please..

I want to stop... my eating disorder...

I am posting here - because I realized to alot of my eating disorder at this point......in my healing.... has to do with hurt from relationships.

Prior to that it was stress... abuse in my past...

and now relationships...so really my eating disorder has improved..

I "sugar binge"... massive amounts of sugar short period of time.. then.. the rest.. won't go there..

Extremely hard on my body... as I am 52...and.. I have got to change..

So..... what do you do when people "hurt" you? Like my son.. he is a wonderful person - really...charming.. outgoing.. employed.. responsible.. respectful..he is 23....

Yet... Mom's day..... no card... my Birthday.. no card... Christmas.. no card...

It hurts... alot.... because I raised him... as a single parent...
and his father was abusive to me.. divorced him when I was pregnant...and.. I help my son...

so... my son is gone.. he hunts... fishes... and there is always a "season" for something.. and it usually falls on a holiday...

and.. suggestions to get together at different times - he is busy...

so....I think.. I am just being too "senistive"....

that I should be grateful.. I have "in all"... raised a decent person..

and.. not do what I did.. a few hours ago...and sugar binged..

so..
when hurt... what do you do???

and with my son
should I just forget.. cards.. and such???