i agree with the wise and wonderful TishaBuv! i am really happy that you're feeling better now. i think it is possible to come closer to self-acceptance but i suppose that it is not that easy. i Hope your counseling will Help you tomorrow if you haven't already did it. Please do not give up. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @RoxanneToto, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!