Went back to work today. Was busy in the morning, but it was because of administrative things and not with packages and mail, which is my main task. Once again, very little with the mail and packages today.

I had a phone meeting with the managers and co-worker. The co-worker wants to retire next month. Also the managers were asking me what will I do when the job ends. Will I retire? So there's talk and feeling that my job will be ending pretty soon, but don't know when.

Tonight I feel pretty down. I guess that I just feel more lonely than depressed about my job coming to an end. My ex-friend called and left a message wishing me Happy St. Patrick's Day. I feel bad when I hear from him. He sounds so nice that it makes me feel guilty that I had to let him go. But he was bringing me down so much.