I finally got rid of all the abusive and user-friendly men in my life. I feel a lot better now! No more problems for now. I just want to focus on myself and my life instead. I don't need anybody who is a user or abuser anymore. Who needs them? I am hoping to go to grad school and try to be more productive in my life. Life is short, but you get out of it what you make of it. So, Aviza, focus on yourself and find happiness from within. I finally came to the conclusion that nobody will make me happy unless I'm happy with myself. Best wishes!