Please don't give up!! Life is hard for everybody. I lost my job too a long time ago and felt the same way. But, now I found another more doable job. I have been homeless too and relied on the Rescue Mission for help. I must say life does get better with time. Don't give up looking for a job and hopefully you can receive government aid also. I know that it seems impossible to get out of your situation, but as long as you persevere, there is hope. Go to food banks for food and rely on your local shelter for a place to sleep. I have been there too and know it seems there is no way out. But, there will be. It took me several years to recover from being homeless so be patient with yourself. Life will improve once most people get vaccinated. The economy will rebound again so please hang in there!! You have so much to live for so don't give up!! We are here to listen to you, so please keep writing here and keeping us informed of your situation! Best wishes!! And, please remember you are loved by those who care about you and want the best for you.