Sorry you're struggling so much, rechu. I agree it's even harder to get out of bed when it's dark out. Here we're heading towards spring so at least I don't have to get up before sunrise, but it's been really grey and depressing the last couple of weeks :/

I'm just so tired and numb. In the morning I can't get out of bed, in the evening I can't be bothered to move from the couch to bed. And when I do finally get to bed, I'm mindlessly scrolling through my phone for hours. I know it's a bad habit. But it fits my blaaaah mood.

Apparently we're moving into the third wave. For weeks there's been plans for lifting restrictions and now we'll probably get stricter measures again. It feels like this is never going to end.