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Old Mar 19, 2021, 12:14 PM
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I'm trying to write a letter to the family member who died. Last night i woke up at 2 and couldn't stop thinking about it even though I didn't write more or read it since I knew that would agitate me.

I was up until 5 with 2 doses of PRN. I'm so tired and groggy now. I may have to take a nap.

I think the letter is good but it is really hard.The main lesson I've learned is that i miss him. I knew that but now how much I miss him.
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