Today was better. My appointment with my new immunologist went good. All the news was not good but I appreciated that he thoroughly went over 5 pages of labs line by line. I do feel he’s very knowledgeable, it’s still important to me that all my providers not lash out like a narcissist when I decline a treatment recommendation. At the end of the day they need to respect my final decisions. It’s my body and I’m not willing to roll the dice on medications that have severe side effects. I have a lot of medical discussions to make very soon. I’m just trying to relax this weekend and take it easy.