So Sorry that you're dealing with this. i don't have bipolar and i don't live in Arizona. i Hope and Pray that you will be able to find the psychiatrist you're looking for. Please do not give up. Hugs. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @luvyrself, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, Ok?!