Hello,
I am new to this site. I have been separated for almost 2 2 years after 20 years of marriage (his choice) He still lives in the basement for financial reasons. I am struggling with the separation. He has done many hurtful things over the past two years and I know I deserve better so what I don’t understand is why do I still cry? Why does it still hurt me so much when he seems just fine? He tore my girls and my life apart and he walks around with no worries. Why can’t I be that way?