Thats pretty much how I approached it in the beginning too. I actually had another part combine over the past month or so. Well, begin to anyway. I forgot about that... just seeing how things go. I'm feeling better. Its been a while since I've gone through flashbacks, etc. and I just couldn't think well enough to remember what to do. I'm feeling a lot better now. I'm actually getting better at dealing with it... so thats cool.

Yeah, I'm grateful to be better period too. I feel lucky to have the option to take it as it comes *s*.