EXACTLY OMG.

For no reason at all, I've been thinking of that since I was like 7 years old, and began hurting myself for no apparent reason when I was 9. ;[ I now have bipolar disorder and I'm 20, lol.

You are not alone.

But I just want to say, that my suicidal thoughts lately are accompanied by severe depression and severe insomnia. Those thoughts that happened when I was young, I really couldn't explain >.>

My suggestion: Suround yourself with positive things for the mean time, or seek professional help. I'm no expert. Perhaps a psychiatrist can enlighten you on this matter. There's nothing wrong with turning to medical help. I was once afraid and dissed the matter, but I'm coping now.

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