good morning ( if you can call it that) bizi and suzy..................

really appreciate ye all's support.....thanks
weeeelllllllllllllllllll, now that we're probably switching T,s, it appears that we will have to switch pdocs as well....................CMH has this all or nothing philosiphy wherein you either get all of your mental health services from them or you don't get none at all...................sounds like i need to ask new pdoc about switching from xanax to klonopin.........................did the klonopin drag u down in the daytime?.................i wonder how difficult the transition thing is from the xz to the klonopin....? .........is it really healthier for you w/ les side effects and less hard on your physical body?.............wonder what old pdocs problem is if this is better for you because we did ask him about this one time thinking that the klonopin might be less addictive which is somewhere we do NOT want to go!!!!!!..............

sometimes we wake up so scared that we are in panic mode - can't breathe, feel like its stuck in our throat, heart beating rapidly and shaking and don't know what we're so scared of.......always get out of bed immediately upon waking up and it don't mater what time it is because we cannot stay in that bed and not be asleep..................

yes, we space out the xz about every six hours, although we have been known to miss the second dose once in awhile especially if we're out running errands.............i like the idea of only taking klo.. 2 or threee times a day vs. xz 4 times a day.............remembering to take our meds can sometimes be an issue.......

no, we ain't got none yet.........we should spend sometime ( quite a bit actually) on the beadwork, wish it was nice enough outside to work on this outside on the back porch.................i'm pretty much happy being a home body - gets kinda lonely but its safer than going out and 'socializing'.........of course what i should get done and what we actually do may be 2 diff. stories - if hubby decides we're gonna do something we'll have to do it.............

bizi, i hope that you slept beter that we did last nite and for longer......suzy, hope you slept well too