Are you open to the idea of consulting someone in the professional/medical field or no?

My case is way different from you, seeing as you don't know what's wrong with you. Probably, read on about different disorders to help you enlighten your mind.

I know how hard it is to keep things to yourself. I've kept my problem for 20 years. And now, my family and close friends all knew about it, but then, I had to go through pain first.

There's a depression quiz here: http://psychcentral.com/quizzes/
Try those to figure things out. ;]

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