I dont know if I am allowed to say this, but reading your past threads about your therapeutic relationship- you seem to be at least bordering on abusive.
Your therapist is a human being who cannot be expected to match whatever ideal you have currently in your head. She can be 1 minute late to session or cut sessions short by 2 minutes and its normal- your reactions, are not. You cant threaten to kill people and then show up at their places of employment just because you are having a bad day. That just isnt ok. You cant spam people again and again when they have told you they are uncomfortable and then act like you did nothing wrong again and again. You are fooling yourself and your therapist seems to be being exceptionally patient with your honestly, really intense and inappropriate behaviors.
This is about you, not her and how you treat people. And I really think you need to start looking at yourself more
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