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stolen_innocence08 said:
Thanks for your advice.

I am finding it hard "ditching" my plan.
I have sorted out my will etc.
I have therapy next week,
but I dont want to end up in hospital if I tell her I have a plan....
I really dont want that...
I am scared..

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I have to admit some of the things you said are very concerning. I would put you in a high risk of suicide. I do think you need to reach out to your therapist and let them know how you are feeling. They will do an assessment with you and hopefully move toward a solution that will work for you both.