i think it is perfectly normal, even if you get used to it i think it may still be hard overall. i Hope and Pray things will start improving really soon for everyone. Meanwhile simply try to do your best at work and don't beat yourself up if you feel like it is too stressful. Please be kind to yourself. Do everything you can to manage these days. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @annoyedgrunt84, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!