I don't think I've seen anything that HBC has been in. Maybe I have and just don't know it.

I'm feeling really off-kilter today. After work I gotta go mail the pineapple booties to my friend who ordered them (she lives in Texas) and when I get home, maybe I'll start on the pair I'm keeping for my maybe-someday-grandchild. Crocheting is enjoyable and relaxing and will maybe keep my mind off of stuff. I know I have a lot to think about before my session on friday but there's time.

Although my eyes were really tired last night after making the 2nd bootie, I think the light wasn't bright enough in the room. I am going to look for one of those lighted magnifier thingies that I can crochet under since my eyes are getting so bad. I probably need new glasses too. The lighted crochet hooks help a little, but not enough with dark yarn.

Laying in bed last night staring at the ceiling I suddenly became convinced that L is going to tell me she can't work with me anymore and is going to kick me to the curb. In the light of day I don't really believe that but at the same time - something she said the other day is just really gnawing at me. And don't even get me started about the house stuff I've barely mentioned lately. I can't even talk about that right now.

Why does life feel so overwhelmingly complicated sometimes?!