SarahSweden, I've read your posts for several years and it seems to me that you have never been happy with anyone you've seen, whether for therapy or "supportive chats." The woman you are currently seeing has every right to tend to her family and her hobbies. So do you. I know you've said in the past that you have no hobbies and no friends, but maybe it's time to get some.
That said, I know how hard is to be alone. There are millions of "how to" videos on youtube, and maybe you can watch some and learn a craft, and then find new friends in your city that also do that craft. It's not much, but it's a start.