I wanted my t to carry me in a Snugli while he cut the grass. Nevermind that i weighed twice as much as he did. I told him so, and he never said no. But he never actually did it either!

So you know, its not our t's, right? They are just some random person that the fates put in our life. There is really only one person, maybe two, whose job it was to take care of you. To love you. For whatever reason, they decided not to do this job. THEY HAD ONE JOB! Like the twitter meme says. One job.

What worked for me - i chose one job that my mother failed at, that i was still failing at in my current life, but that i could correct.

So what that did was show me all the ways i was clinging on to all the other failures. I guess i need to start succeeding at those too.