(((Junerain))))))))

i am not certain what the official definition of 'psychotic episode' is, but i know in my past i have felt so overwhelmed by emotional things that i spose 'psychosis' might apply... it happens when we care so deeply and so much ...

hang in there hon... take deep breathes... try to sort it out piece by piece.. see if you can decide what in life will make you the most happy right now and work on that one... let it be your foundation and outline structure for all else you hope to achieve...

take some time and take a walk.. look around you and notice the good things... they are not there to tease, but rather, to lead... you can make it to the place you want to be tho i know it is really hard at times...

i know you have a positive 'up' spirit that will guide you along the way.. finding others to care and share definitely helps...

wishing you the best always