In my fantasy, I want to be friends with my T and be able to chat to and see them on a more regular basis. I feel like we would get along quite well. Many times I also want to be their partner and for me to be the most important person in their life....I know this is fantasy and in reality would be awful and not work etc

In reality, I would like them just to be more explicit with their feelings towards me and also give me a hug.