Possible trigger:
I ended up in the hospital once by combining too much of a psych med with alcohol. I was quite unwell, mentally, and did it in public even. I could feel myself near the edge of becoming unconscious, so called my husband. I sort of remember a person in public asking if I was OK. He came to find me passed out on a bench outside. He had to almost carry me to the car. When we got home, I passed out again, so he called an ambulance. I vaguely recall a little of the ride. In the ER, they forced me to consume a charcoal drink. I initially refused, but they threatened to get it down through my nose, so I complied. Hubby was yelling at me to. Needless to say, I ended up in the psych hospital from there, after a night in one of the general hospital's psych holding rooms. That room was small with grey cinder block walls and no window or art. Just something no more than a metal frame bed and thin mattress. Just me in there. I recall having severe black diarrhea (from the charcoal), needing to go to a toilet multiple times, out of whose door had a security guard sitting. In the middle of the night, there was screaming of a woman in another "cell" with pleads for an opioid.
The above wasn't fun.
I have other scary stories about me combining alcohol and psych meds. Two others that are even scarier. Just horrible! I'm lucky that I am alive and didn't go to jail, at any point.
A lot of the famous people we know, who died young, died from combining substances. Most didn't intend to pass away. Think Jimmy Hendricks, John Belushi, Jim Morrison, Janis Joplin, Marilyn Monroe, Heath Ledger, Whittney Houston, and many more, plus so many non-famous people.