@buddha wow somehow I had never realized that “feeling things will never get better” is a part of bipolar... thank you for that insight... that actually really helps to realize that that is just yet another symptom...

[QUOTE=buddha1too;7048366]@daladico...I'm glad the med change has you feeling a bit better about things. I don't intend to rob you of your emotions, but feeling things won't get better is part of BD. Been there, done that. It seems if I hang on long enough, things eventually improve. I hope that's the case for you. Waiting is the real burden...