I am not crying and having meltdowns anymore! On no more psych meds of any kind, I see others’ actions for what they are. It’s them, not me, and I get away from them and don’t melt down! . I’m taking it day to day. My bad living situation will change soon when I can truly get away from the toxic relationship that just can’t be compatible. It’s heartbreaking, but there is light at the end of the tunnel.