We can't tell you what to do as that should be your decision but i'd definitely suggest cutting off contacts with him at least for a while. From what you say it seems like he's an activately dangerous person to be around i think. Get away from him if possible and call the police if something like this happens again. So Sorry for what you're going through. Please do stay Safe. Hugs. You matter. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Confusedemotions, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!