Ugh, L. I just had to handle an extremely unpleasant phone call at work. It was definitely above my pay grade to have to listen to the anger and ire. I tried my best during it to picture myself sitting in your office, with your candle burning and some incense too, tried to picture you cheering me on, but it didn't really work. I am feeling too fragile right now to have had to deal with that phone call. But I made it through. I only cried a tiny bit before I got that under control, I empathized as best I could, I apologized my *** off, etc. I will be okay until I see you tomorrow.