Congratulations on your promotion! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about this possibly being some sort of impostor syndrome. Please do not let that take away your accomplishments. i'd suggest to seek Help if this thing continues to bother you. i think it's normal to feel anxious about this sort of thing but do not allow this to stop you. Are you currently seeing a therapist or any other sort of medical professional for Help to manage your own eating disorders? Please do not give up. Hugs. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @indigo1015, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!