Dear T,
Thanks for being really supportive today. I had this other stuff I was possibly going to bring up, but you were right in picking up on the agoraphobia being what we needed to address. I appreciate that your aim is to hold me accountable on some level without pushing me too hard. Your comment on "I will do my very best not to shame you" meant something to me. A couple years ago, I'd have thought "why not just say you won't shame me?" But I know you can't guarantee how I'll feel in response to your words. That all you can do is your best.
On a more random note, I sort of hope you continue the occasional casual attire once in-person resumes. Your wearing a short-sleeve henley tee made me feel more relaxed and open today, I think. Or maybe you were just sending out a more relaxed and chill vibe because you were at home instead of your office, and I picked up on that? Or something about seeing you in the morning instead of afternoon... It's funny, at first I kind of struggled with seeing you at your house. But now I feel like I'll miss seeing you there at times, once we're back in person. But maybe you'll still be there sometimes, in bad weather, or if you aren't feeling 100%, or if you only have a couple appointments that day then are heading to something else. I suppose at some point maybe I should ask what room that is...
Love,
LT
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