OMG, I had that experience a few years ago. I'm looking back right now at journal entries I made TEN years ago and I'm still dealing with the same stuff, i.e. need to exercise more, want time and space to myself, clean the house, work on my latest business idea, stop spending so much time online etc. It makes me cringe. The more I read them, the more I see that I have made some progress in some areas. I had a lot of anxiety around advocating for myself ten years ago and that seems to diminish with each passing year. So still a mess but maybe some areas are less messy than they used to be. It's really maddening to see that I am complaining about the same stuff in my life now as I was then.