Yes, I had to live with my abuser for 11 years, but he abused me about 6 years ago, I'd always been scared of him, but even tually last year got kicked out of my home, through no fault of my own and so I'm away from him, even though I'm still scared when I see him.. My advice is to talk to someone who lives there with you, if anyone else.. and try getting a job asap.. or even find a friend to stay with for a few days, stay at a different friend's house twice a week or something, it could help calm you a bit.

Sorry if this is no help

I'm here to talk if you need me x