WOW! Your moving 3 hrs away, and will not be doing in person visits before you move. I think I will continue to do virtual, just not sure how long. The way you said this to me makes me wonder if your going to only keep me until the 12 month authorization needs to be renewed. I guess you would be starting a new practice there in your new city per different sites I noticed you have changed your location already. You asked if I felt this was done decientfully and I dont know. Thought now as I think about it I wonder possibly. Doesnt matter. I am never seeing you in person again. The question is what will change...the obvious is that nothing for now, until everything starts to open up and I am here seeing you over my computer screen. Had told you in Dec /Jan that I was struggling with not seeing you weekly, the monthly thing was hard. The computer is making me feel less connected to you. Is it not evident in telling you I cant email and I deleted them or that I start a text only to delete too. Its not that I ret hink about what I have to say its because I feel your not going to respond. All this hurt I got over in Feb. Our first appointment starting weekly and now your moving. I feel that I cant keep doing this. And yet i am not ready to let you go. Starting to really feel truly let down, you always said things that made me believe that this was long term. I feel your willing to continue virtually not that you want to. What's going to change?? For me more than not physically seeing you in person., before there was a possible time frame on this. Now its indefinately.. Now I know I may not feel connected to you in the same way. Now I know the feeling of being in person vs virutally will have to be enough. Maybe I just have to be okay with it all. Sorry you went through getting yourself credentialed with Optum and dealing with the BS with it all. if you knew then it would not of had to happen and maybe you would of left me then. all part of life right...well like i have said before there will no longer be therapy after you. your it. i cant not attach to someone else and go through all this again its to draining.