i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters. i am not sure what the reason may be, but i think open communication may be the best route to go if you're feeling disappointed with some of your Friends' behavior. So Sorry you have to go through this. Please do not give up. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @jesyka, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!