What's depressing me, at the moment most of all I guess, is feeling depressed and anxious when I should be very happy. After all, I should be very happy considering that my finances are good and pretty soon (I don't know when) I won't be going back to that stupid place I'm working at anymore.

I guess it's because all I do is think about my job. I seem to obsess about it. Maybe it's because it's the only thing that's gone well for me in my life. And right now, the place where I work at is not going well. Very boring, plus I feel like I'm at real odds with the other workers. I'm not a contentious type, but it seems like contention is easy to come by at work. It reminds me of being in a singing group or band that's breaking up and having squabbles.