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Originally Posted by ReveuseTroublee
Especially when I was in kindergarten I think there was a time where I did not know if things were memories or just dreams I had before waking up...
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Same here, though I still have that. Little things mainly, like thinking I bought toilet paper and turns out I didn't. Nothing too bad.
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Originally Posted by ReveuseTroublee
I also remember asking my parents if they were my parents around that age and not believing them when they said yes. I always thought I was just day-dreaming around the time I was in school and just had a vivid imagination, just a little more than others but still normal, I really can't tell. It is odd to think about these things. But I think to a certain degree it is normal I thought?
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Agreed, seems normal to a certain extend. This world is surreal.
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Originally Posted by ReveuseTroublee
It felt comfortable and safe. I really can't tell. I don't know life any differently. Being able to have access to my memories, to not having any access at all. Now it is only scary really because of BPD and the self-harm urges and suicidal ideation... Losing control, time, things like that which are more annoying as an adult.
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Goof luck