This was my third hospitalization. I now realize how vulnerable I am. I thought I was strong, but I am vulnerable to too much stress. Perhaps my PTSD was triggered by the bullying at work. Perhaps I got far too triggered by all the stress that occurred in that God awful job, but I quit and I am very happy about that.

But having been hospitalized again for ten days makes me feel horrible. I don't feel strong at all. I feel very weak.