I’m trying just to hang on. Things are such a mess and up in the air right now with absolutely everything. We don’t know yet if we got the house. We’re just waiting around for the realtor to call. I’m also making calls to my surgeon and I had a kinda ridiculous Pdoc appointment which I feel very confused about. Basically my life is a **** show right now but everyone is telling me I’m supposed to feel confused and uncertain right now.

All I know is my anxiety and stuff was a lot better this past weekend when I was in the town I’m moving to