thanks guys... your support is greatly appreciated... so... the sugar is.. washing out ... eventually... and now withdrawal will start... a couple of weeks....

and.. I am not doing this again.... not sure what I am going to do... just not.. this...

a friend called me today... unexpectedly.. and it was so very good to hear from him...

so... I think maybe I need to reach out more... the message I was suppose to get... with the lady behind me.. at the grocery store..
I should have done something...