Just be cognizant that in your current state, the need for someone to fix you or rescue you, to not feel alone, might be overpowering your more logical, rational mind. My concern is that you might be allowing yourself to be sucked back into a manipulative relationship. You are giving up your boundaries pretty quickly. Proceed with caution. Might need to stop the physical/sexual interactions until much further down the road - that seems to cloud your better judgment.