So Sorry about what is happening. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posterst about talking about this with your own psychiatrist. i'd suggest to talk to him and perhaps see if there are some other meds that wouldn't interfere with your own creative side. i think it's worth bringing it up in my opinion at least. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Creepeh, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!