My ex is saying people are telling her that I told them that she beat me. She was abusive, but she never beat me. She's in the same PHP group as me and she brought it up in group. Now everyone thinks I'm a liar when I'm not. I told the truth about our relationship and I get %#@&#! on because she doesn't like it.

I've been really suicidal since this all happened. I don't know where to turn since everybody thinks I'm a freakin liar. I can't turn to the group for support. I'm so alone in all of this. That's why I'm here. I've been constantly thinking about taking my pills, cutting, and hanging myself. I'm trying to stay afloat, but I don't know how much longer I can hang on....please help me.