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Old Mar 31, 2021, 08:11 PM
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I keep thinking about
Possible trigger:
I feel like I can’t keep up with life and basic things I should do and I also hate myself. I don’t want to keep going through this. I’m only 26 there’s so many years left of my life. Just thinking about all the days and years in my future I have to deal with is exhausting.

I talk to my therapist tomorrow. Why do I have to exist. I don’t get it.

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Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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