And once again we go through the same rupture because of a break in sessions. Why don’t you get that the session before I am going to be angry and push you away and perhaps actually try to deal with it head on rather than trying to avoid and pretend it isn’t happening. Then maybe it wouldn’t happen every single freaking time. It’s like you don’t understand why breaks cause me to be hurt and feel abandoned and worthless. Like you think I’m over reacting. Now I get to spend three weeks yet again agonising over whether I should bother to come back. I hate you right now.