So Sorry that you're having a bad experience with this massage therapist. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about there being some potential red flags. i'd suggest to either ask him to be kinder and if that fails to try to see another massage therapist if possible. So Sorry that you're dealing with this. Please do not give up. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @jesyka, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!