Hi, This type of hospitalization is indeed not pleasant, at least not for me.
I am a bit on the confused side of your post though. You say that the three Doctors who you had a meeting gave 'advice' of the nature of 'wanting' for you to go inpatient hospitalization?
I am somewhat confused when you say the 3 Doctors who you saw, they did not prescribe any medications prior to there advised voice of wanting you to go inpatient? I know where I live and in my experience in 'invoulentary' hospitalizations, for myself to refuse or not take any medications at all, in my experience they decide right then and there rather I go or not, on the spot.
When I comes to the starts of a person being invoulentary or commited it is began as that of an EDO (aka-72hour Emergency Detention Order).
I am just not able to understand being severe enough to be committed with reservations at a future date and time or such as a type of appointment of when one enters the hospital invoulentary.
I am myslef am going through similar right now as I am doing all that I can to keep from being EDO'D. I think from what it sounds like from your post, the decision is up to you.
Are you med Resistant by your own deciding or have the docs themselves decided to have you on no prescription medications at all at the present? I do hope it works out for you. I do know if prescribed medications it is best to take them on a voulentary basis. Though even when taking meds as prescribed at times things just seem not to work right.
Good luck and let us know how it is going in the days to come if you feel comfortable doing so. Take Care of yourself.
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