A couple years ago I desperately tried looking online for a couple people that I was really mean to back in 2007 at school and I wanted to apologize. I can’t find them but I tried so hard and even asked other people who I barely knew if they had any contact info for them I never did find them. I felt so horribly guilty for what I said. I finally made peace with myself. Bully’s never apologized to me though and I’ve had a lot. I got called the R word a lot in high school. I often wonder how they feel now. Some of them are in jail now for unrelated things to me. Jr high and high school sucked though.