wow I'm sitting here reading your post and I was thinking the same thing about my marriage and it really hard .I know we both love each other but its just not the same as it use to be . I wont what we once had I miss the intimacy .We talked about it but she all ways goes back to being cold it feels like she pushing my away .I don't know if its because I'm bipolar but I really need to feel close to someone to have someone need me .

I hope he wakes up and you get what you are looking for it must be very hard for you. Hang in there