Took the olanzepine just now - Late though. I'm trying to do everything like alleviate stress. I have everything I need online which kills the novelty out of everything.

I'm on the computer constantly. I wanted to go for a walk but it started snowing and it's dark.

I just can't get tf out of this hell. I work tomorrow which isn't bad - So I'll sleep early but I woke up late.

I have so much to say but I feel like I'm being negative and dysphoric. It can't be like this but it is - People have to stay in their houses BILLIONS of people. Wtf. What is this.

I could do anything - No time for things. I'm floating through an endless abyss and my beliefs of the circle don't help. I want it to be warmer already - Maybe have some people around. I've been isolated for most of my life. I used to do nothing but feel pain.