Dear thekingof8,

You have been through so many heartbreaking situations. I can't even imagine what you have endured and are still enduring. Wish I knew what to say to be helpful. Loneliness and isolation can both be so brutal. Although I am not in your shoes, I have a lot of experience with both of those. I think you are very courageous and even heroic. Hopefully things will get better for you. It is awful that you are in the situation you describe!

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen