Last night was again a somewhat improved sleep, for me. I did wake up at 3:30 am with a little racing heart and heartburn/indigestion. I took the other half of the Ativan I took before bed, chewed on some Alka Seltzers, and then fell asleep again waking up feeling quite good. No hand tingling, no pain, just "Ahhhhhh!" My American psychiatrist would prefer that I go back on a little Klonopin rather than take the Ativan, but I don't want to. I will keep that open-mind I mentioned above to whatever2013, but won't throw in the towel prematurely.

buddah1too, we didn't get to assembling the grill yesterday. It became extremely windy, so it didn't seem the right time. Hopefully today or at least by the end of the weekend. Hubby is more intimidated by the project than I am. Part of his problem is that he panics looking at a huge project as a whole. I do consider the whole of big projects, but also portions as wholes. That's less intimidating. He deals with ADD challenges, while I don't have that disorder. Plus, I have developed strategies in life that help combat that type of intimidation.